Well it is already April of 2012. Get a little older and time goes by so much faster, at least it seems to anyway. Ron had to go to Indiana for a funeral and I could not go with him for a few different reasons. My son was supposed to have surgery on Friday (doctor cancelled it), and I don't have enough meds to make such a long car trip. So Ron told me to stay home. I feel guilty as hell for not going with him. Neither one of us sleep well when the other isn't in the bed.
While he was up there he told me he kept waking up at night because he would reach out looking for me and wake up when I wasn't there. One night he said he almost fell out of the bed because he kept rolling over, trying to find me and woke up on the edge (Opposite side from where he went to sleep) of the mattress. I just didn't sleep more than 2 to 4 hours each day he was gone. So when he got home yesterday, we pretty much spent the time in bed sleeping off and on. I slept all night, which for me is a miracle as I never do that. I usually wake up a few times at least, but not last night between 11PM and 7 AM this morning.
Other than that not much has been going on, same shit different day.
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